I’m so looking forward to this weekend. I’m going to my friend Nikki’s retreat house where I’ve gone for many AA retreats but this weekend is the coed kickback weekend! It’s great because I get to relax and do more thinking on what it is I feel I’m missing. I get to do yoga , meditation, sauna, have mini meetings with friends re things that concern us, plus we visit the house of Bill Wilson , the founder of AA, and if I can’t feel God, higher Power, spiritual Being or whatever you want to call it, there , then something is wrong with me. I’m hoping to get some one on one time with Nikki herself as she is very spiritual and has good advice. My husband thinks I’m being too hard on myself, but I really want to be a more complete person, appreciating all of life, helping all those I can, not someone who just works, eats, sleeps, etc. There’s more joy out there and a sense of purpose !!!